Someone said in my first question; I am in a bloodsport asking Christian questions?

Ok I have just started and new on this site. Some answers I got were very cruel and I will prayer for those who protest! I ain't some push over!!!! I used to be a drug dealer and I ran an agency of security men and door persons. I have been dragged up in very bad suburbs and I found Jesus and I am very knowledgeable with the word of God! Never ever belittle me or patronise me! ( Thanks to the Christians and those who may not be that gave positive answers! Question! Do you fear the Lord? (by the way this is not a threat, I am asking you not to treat me like an imbecile)!